I Think I Fail As a Girl

I don't have a favorite flower, and I think celebrating any type of "anniversary" that's less than a year (one month, six months, whatever) is kind of stupid. Granted, I keep track in my head, but I'm not about to go out and celebrate.

I stopped writing for a while. I tend to write less when I'm happy, I think. Not that I'm unhappy now, I just have A LOT of time on my hands. Mostly I've been "studying" for the qual, eating, and studiously ignoring the remaining few boxes that need unpacking. I just spent the last hour reading the livejournal of a girl I've met...once? twice? Hard to say. Also, in a weird twist, I realized that I was IMing with two ex-boyfriends and the current one at the same time. All physicists. Oddly, I don't speak with the engineer exes at all. Blah. Enough rambling.

Hair Cut

I want to cut my hair into a curly bob. Thoughts? I'm afraid I'll hate it, as I had "short" (for me) hair last summer and I didn't really like it at first, but I'm so sick of my hair. I thought I wanted to grow it out long, but it stops at a certain length. It's also dry and damaged and gets tangled easily.

The Horror!

Sarah Jessica Parker wore a dress to the Sex and the City premiere that had been worn before. The horror! Now, I understand that it's kind of annoying, but no one was wearing the dress that night. Her response: But what they did was so short-sighted. It's just unethical and disappointing that they would allow the dress to be worn again. Unethical? Really? No. Annoying, yes. Unethical, not so much. Apparently she had asked if it had been worn before and the designer didn't explicitly say yes, but still. In the grand scheme of things, much worse has happened.

My Office

There is a lot of drama in my office. I thought I was out of high school. Guess not. I'm glad I learned to think for myself and do what I feel is right when I was there, though.

High School Reunion

I went to my 5 year high school reunion today. While I was there, I figured out why my friendships have shifted since then. The people that I was close with in high school I am no longer close with, and people who I was friends with but not superclose with I'm much closer to now. This is because the ones I used to be friends with have no intellectual curiosity. They are content with the knowledge they have and have no desire to learn more. I don't understand that.

Worst. Homework. Ever.

This is the worst homework assignment ever. It's an exercise in stupid integrals and I'm not finishing it. I don't care. Chanan drops the lowest homework anyway. I've had the assignment for over 2 weeks and I'm still not done with it. It's incredibly painful. The only thing I'm taking away from it is that integrating in the complex plane is important and I shouldn't rely on Mathematica otherwise I won't be able to do it come test time (I know how to do it, I just can't be complacent). I've eaten half a box of cookies. I still have code to write, due tomorrow at 11 PM. I'm house-hunting again, because as of today I have no place to live come September, since I didn't renew my lease. I can't focus. What's wrong with me? I hate the quarter system.